COLOR MY WORLD

So its been a while since I last wrote my thoughts down. Especially on the internet. I guess becuase If ever I were to write I would have spoken of heartbreak and deception. Mostly beacuase I was going throught that phase in life. Boy have i changed. I can't say I'm all grown up now but i have changed.
Senior year is so very stressful. Life is coming at me fast, and the pressure can be felt in every senior class room. Ha, 'Senior year is going to be great,' so much for that. Senior year is full of deadlines and debts. Ms. Ogburn, the best BCIS teacher to ever walk this planet, told me in the middle of my breakdown a few days ago some very wise words.

"When it seems as though you can't handle life know that it means your opening a new chapter in you book."

Which make sense, eveytime I felt I wasn't going to make I over came the struggle. When my heart was aching and breaking, I was learning so much more. When my heart was shattered I gained even more knowledge. && now that I'm realizing that somethings are truely out of ones control, I now know that the only thing I know is that I dont know a thing. One day when I'm successful I hope I finally understand why growing up had to be so very hard. I can't say life is to horrible. I mostly brought all this pressure on myself. I know some how i will make it.

P.S: Hi Matt =]