Back to the Castle

A New Week has begun... && It will be Fabulous! The week has began great! Why you may ask! Mostly because I went to a very magical place. A place where there is a King with Serfs & Wenches, a Princess, a captured prince and Even Knights! I am willing to bet you would never guess... && I went on almost the perfect day as a Guest =].... If you haven't figured it out its the Dallas Medieval Times. One of the greatest places on earth! There are some amazing people who work there and all you have to do is smile and listen to what they have to say. You would be amazed at just how much you can learn from a small talk converstation with them. =] It doesn't take much to fall in love with the workers! I know because i do =]! I'd love to stay and chat just a bit longer but i must sadly be off to Ap Biology. I shall update later =]... Trust me there is so much left for you to know. =]]

Have you ever had a favorite class? The class of your dreams? Like this class is super awesome infact you like the class so much that you want to major in it? If you haven't picture you favorite thing in the world and then getting a grade in it. Now Imagine the most annoying person in the world sitting next to you!!! For me its Advertisement! I love the class,but... [I will try to very hard to be nice]... this boy.. uhhh.. hits every annoying nerve I have. He makes my ears ache, My stomch rumbles just having him near, just the thought of him makes me want to kill my self [&& I'm usually a very freindly person who LOVES TO LIVE!!] I'm really trying not to blow up in his face! It gets harder everyday!!! He Shall remain Nameless.. mostly due to the fact that he is literally sitting next to me!!! For some reason he thinks were friends, he sits here and tells me about his life. How can he not tell were not friends? I mean can he not tell the difference between friends and being POLITE!?!? Thank God, I only have him for this class! Had i had him for more I would die!!!

The rest of my day will SUCK!!! I have Biology Ap, as if I care about the cytoplasm. After 1 hour and 3o min of the universe torchering me with science i have a 3o min lunch! YAY! Lucky i get my rest and get to clam down before Ap Human Geography! How wonderful!! and to top the day off I have Calculus AP! && again off to Ap Biology for Lab!!

lol. Ok so i thought my beautiful bitter blog was deleted some how i found it. So I may be smilling a little bit more then what i should. Considering that the annoying kid just will not shut up!!!

Well I shall update later on how i made it through this horrific day! =]

COLOR MY WORLD

So its been a while since I last wrote my thoughts down. Especially on the internet. I guess becuase If ever I were to write I would have spoken of heartbreak and deception. Mostly beacuase I was going throught that phase in life. Boy have i changed. I can't say I'm all grown up now but i have changed.
Senior year is so very stressful. Life is coming at me fast, and the pressure can be felt in every senior class room. Ha, 'Senior year is going to be great,' so much for that. Senior year is full of deadlines and debts. Ms. Ogburn, the best BCIS teacher to ever walk this planet, told me in the middle of my breakdown a few days ago some very wise words.

"When it seems as though you can't handle life know that it means your opening a new chapter in you book."

Which make sense, eveytime I felt I wasn't going to make I over came the struggle. When my heart was aching and breaking, I was learning so much more. When my heart was shattered I gained even more knowledge. && now that I'm realizing that somethings are truely out of ones control, I now know that the only thing I know is that I dont know a thing. One day when I'm successful I hope I finally understand why growing up had to be so very hard. I can't say life is to horrible. I mostly brought all this pressure on myself. I know some how i will make it.

P.S: Hi Matt =]